[	FEELINGS	|	rushed	]
[	MUSIC	|	matchbox 20	]

Wow. So summer is actually over, and it really still hasn't hit me. I'm sitting up at 1:30 am on a school night not even thinking about how I should be sleeping because I have to wake up at a decent time tomorrow morning. I don't know, I guess good things have to end some time. This summer was incredible. I succeeded in keeping all of my friends that I started the summer with and even made some new ones.  We have shared incredible times together and created memories that I wouldn't trade for anything in the world. Ryan and I made it through the summer, even though we definitly had some hard times here and there but we love eachother too much to let it get to us. I did my share of partying, which I love, but I'm ready for things to settle down a little bit like they always do during the school year. I know that I really need to make the most of this next year; after it's over nothing will ever be the same again. We're growing up, too fast if you ask me, and I'm not really ready for it. Change is exciting, but I'll always miss the past. My friends, my sisters, and my boyfriend mean everything to me. I love all of you more than you will ever know.